Tender little mercy.

I remember the days when I would go to church and feast on the spirit that I would feel. I looked forward to it every week and would become so excited when I would learn something new in my gospel doctrine class or Relief Society. Truth be told, I don't get that too often these days. It's been about 5 months since Corky has had his calling, which has left me to sit during Sacrament meeting with my two little girls alone. Now I can barely get through a single speaker without hearing "Mom, I want snacks." "Mom, I want to take my shoes off." and "Mom, I need to go potty." (for the 5th time) Or better yet, I hear myself saying in that whisper/yelling tone "Put your dress down so nobody can see you underwear," "Get up off the floor!" "Gracey, please whisper!" "Don't steal your sisters toy, that's not nice!" You get the idea, right! There have been days where I have literally walked out of the meeting in tears because I didn't think I could handle my toddler and infant anymore.

Of course, after the meeting Gracey goes to nursery and if Emily has been fed, Corky is great about taking Emily to his meetings. I still don't get a break. I go straight to primary. We drive from the building we do sacrament meeting to make the Catholic chapel activity room look like an LDS primary room. I set up bulletins, centerpieces, pictures, and chair covers indicating what class sits where. Myself and the rest of the presidency (I am the 1st counselor) have to make sure that each class has a teacher, that each kid has a chair, and that the assigned talks, scriptures, and prayers are ready. Needless to say, not many spiritual experiences happen during that time of chaos which sometimes can be considered "Sharing time."

Amidst all the craziness that was going on with the children today, added to CTR 8 doing sharing time, I had a moment where it was all okay and I loved those children more than I ever had. I looked around the room and saw for a second the greatness that these kids held and I felt very humbled to be associated with them, especially in a leadership position. That feeling of such strong peace and love lifted my spirits in that instant. Not a second later a shoe was thrown and the world around me seemed chaotic once more, but I was so grateful to have had that little tender mercy from our Heavenly Father. It was a breath of fresh air. I feel energized and ready to continue on with this calling that I have been so burned out from lately. Little moments like I had today make it all worthwhile.

What's in the closet??

This morning I got a good laugh because I got to witness Corky experience a small glimpse of a woman's world. Every Friday, his work allows him to wear civilian clothes if you pay $5. It is a fundraiser for activities and events. He usually has important meetings on Fridays or he just plain forgets and so most of the time he ends up just wearing his uniform. This morning he got a phone call from one of his guys reminding him that it is civilian dress day and so that is when my entertainment began. He stressed for OVER a half an hour about what to wear and probably put on and took off 5 different outfits! He then said "I don't know what I am going to wear" and I replied with a "Welcome to my world on a daily basis!" I am definitely a tshirt/jeans kind of gal, but even mixing and matching those can get a little stressful. Two times in that 30 minutes of Corky's turmoil, he said "I am just going to wear my uniform!" Then I teased him for being a slug. (Slug is slang word for somebody who is ridiculously gung-ho army.....and Corky is totally opposite of that!) He didn't want to dress too nicely but he didn't want to look too casual. He had to find that happy medium without looking like he was trying too hard! Again, welcome to my world!

Is it sad that I find pleasure in the little things like that? Even though I know I can be ridiculous for worrying about superficial things like what to wear, it is refreshing to see that it isn't just the females who do that!

*I sure do hope that Corky skips reading the blog today! :) Love you sweetie!!

Just one of those days.

Since I haven't been on here in a while and don't have the time to sit down and blog about everything that I wish I could....here are some pictures from Sunday. It was one of those miracle of all miracles days. We were all ready for church an hour early, no wet hair, no stressing, no looking for the other shoe, and to top it all off it was GORGEOUS outside. So we said "We have a timer on our camera, it seems like a family picture kind of day!"

Check out the bow in Emily's hair. We are finally able to pull one of those off. She can now really be our little girl Emily, rather than our little boy "Ernie." :)

Ladybug Owie?

Friday I was pretty sure that Gracey broke her nose when she stumbled and hit her face on the chair. The big dent in her nose made me a tad bit nervous. My nerves were settled within only a few minutes when her nose didn't bleed and the dent went away. It left a good scab though.

This morning as I was doing her hair before school, she was looking in the mirror. She said, "Mom, do you see my lady-bug owie?" I had never looked at her scab that way but now that she mentions it, it does kind of look like a lady-bug.

Favorite Things Swap

Here is my picture of the fun things that I received from Abby!

#1- A pack of hairstuff.

#2- Way Cute little crafty notebooks. (Abs, did you make those yourself?)

#3- Red lipstick and red nailpolish.

Thanks so much Abby! I love them all. My nails are currently painted and I have already dug into the hair stuff!

Calling all Chili Cooks!!!

Every year, they do a post-wide chili cook off. Each unit, brigade, battalion, or basically any group here at Ft. Irwin does one. Guess who was put in charge of finding a recipe to represent Corky's battalion??? Me. Problem....I cook chili but it is usually just from a packet of seasoning then add a can of kidney beans and meat. I am in need of a great chili recipe, preferably beef chili, to enter. I am asking ANYONE who is reading this to either post a link, email me a recipe, or leave it as a comment. It would be so appreciated and I would make sure that you got full credit for it....especially if it is your original recipe.

Tortilla Soup

Tonight I made a horrible, horrible dinner....not tortilla soup, but a Shrimp with red sauce over pasta! I followed the recipe exactly but I couldn't gag it down. It had everything I like it: tomatoes, mushrooms, shrimp, pasta, yummy herbs. But no, it was gross! I am going to be going and making myself a PB&J here in a few minutes. I am usually quite proud of what I cook and for some reason tonight's dinner is really getting to me. For that reason, I am posting what I cooked up Monday night for dinner! It is so incredibly good that I can't get enough of it. Tortilla Soup!! I froze half of it so that we can have it again at a later time because the batch is so big. Before I made this the first time (about a year ago) I did my research because I wanted to get it just right. So this is my version of tortilla soup, inspired by about 5 different recipes. You HAVE to try it. It is so easy, basically open up a bunch of cans, add a few other ingredients and there you have it.


Tortilla Soup

2 cups of cubed chicken breast
2 Tablespoons of olive oil
3 or 4 garlic cloves
1/2-1 cup onion (depends on how much you like onion...I love it)
4 cans of condensed chicken broth
1 can of water
1 28 oz. crushed tomatoes
1 4 oz can of diced green chilis
1 can golden or white hominy
1 can of corn
1 can of black beans, rinsed
1 teaspoon of cumin, and then a few more shakes (i really like the cumin flavor)
1 teaspoon of lime juice (I didn't have any and it didn't make a difference)
1/2 teaspoon of chili powder
garlic powder to taste

I cooked the chicken, set aside. Saute onion and garlic in some olive oil. Add the chicken, soup, water, tomatoes, chilis, hominy, corn, beans, cumin, lime juice, chili powder, and garlic powder. Bring it to a boil. Reduce heat and let it simmer for 40 minutes or so and it is DUNZO! The key is in the cumin. Just keep tasting it to how you like it. I like to really taste it.

Serve it with all sorts of fun toppings. For example: sour cream, tortilla, tortilla chips, cilantro, green onions, Colby jack cheese, (or any kind of cheese really) I am sure avocados would be super but haven't ever done that.

Seriously, make this soup! Put half of it in a zip lock and freeze it and you have a fabulous meal all ready for you for another time. You won't regret it.

UCLA vs. BYU

We went to the UCLA vs. BYU game yesterday in Pasadena and it was a ton of fun! Crazy though, we were cheering for UCLA! My good friend Andrea married the quarterback and so we were rooting for him! The weather was great, the girls were great, and just getting out of Ft. Irwin for a day was great!

It was funny being surrounded by UCLA fans. Of course, they didn't know we were LDS and they kept yelling things like "Sit down and go to church!" or "Boo-Y-U!" (which by the way was a pretty lame attempt at jeering!) We weren't cheering against BYU, just not really for them. (Corky just said I am rationalizing myself for all those BYU fans out there reading this!) We will cheer for BYU at every other game, just not this one. So of course we were pleased with the outcome! It was a really good game and like I said, the girls were troopers! We especially had so much fun hanging out with our friends after the game and catching up a little.

p.s. To my soccer girls...we were at the Rose Bowl. Quite the memories there, right? The good old World Cup? I could almost see Brandy Chastain running around, waving her shirt around!

Happy, Happy Birthday!

Today was Corky's birthday. He is the BIG 2-8!! You know, its kind of funny to me that he is 28. It doesn't seem that old to me now, but I remember when my mom was 28 years old....and I sure did think it was old then!

Happy Birthday Corky! Love you!

Classic Me!

I know what you are all thinking "Whoa! 3 posts in 3 days for Morgan...that is some kind of record!" Well this post is sort of pointless. All I care to do right now is showcase another example of why Heavenly Father made me a blonde! (so that I would have an excuse I guess) I just finished my morning walk/jog. As I am putting my stroller away in the garage, I go to click the brake on. Wouldn't you know it, the brake was ALREADY on!! I went 3.2 miles with the jogging stroller brake on!!!!!! I am not kidding, at about mile 1 I thought to myself "This stroller seems heavy today!" But do you think that I had the brains to check the brake? There goes about 2 years of tire life, right? Doh!!

Since I got a better workout, does that mean I can eat more sugar today??

All about him...and us.

1. Who is your man? Corky Travis
2. How long have you been together? We met 6 years, almost to the day. (Sep. 8th, to be exact. )
3. How long dated? We dated for 1 year and 9 months. The last 6 of those months we were engaged.
4. How old is your man? 28 on Friday
5. Who eats more? I do. My metabolism is faster these days! :)
6. Who said "I love you" first? He did, on the phone I think.
7. Who is taller? Corky, by 3 inches.
8. Who sings better? I sing the high notes, he sings the low notes.
9. Who is smarter? Corky...no doubt.
10. Who's temper is worse? mine. But that makes it sound like I have a bad temper. I don't really, only slightly. He doesn't at all.
11. Who does the laundry? I do.
12. Who does the dishes? We put our own dishes in the dishwasher throughout the day, but he does the dinner dishes and cleanup. He's awesome!
13. Who sleeps on the right side of the bed? Corky (if you are both laying flat in the bed, he is on my right. (I am closer to the bathroom))
14. Who pays the bills? He makes the money, we both pay the bills. Whoever opens the bill then we just put it in the computer right then.
15. Who is better with the computer? Him for sure.
16. Who mows the lawn? Corky
17. Who cooks dinner? Me. Unless we are grilling, that is his thing.
18. Who drives when you are together? Corky
19. Who pays when you go out? Who ever is holding the cash.
20. Who is most stubborn? Me for sure.
21. Who is the first to admit when they are wrong? He will for sure, if he ever is wrong. Usually he isn't. (which means I need to be better at admitting when I am wrong.)
22. Whose parents do you see the most? Used to be mine, now I think it is a little more equal since we don't take nearly as many trips to SG.
23. Who kissed who first? He kissed me first, but I forced him! :)
24. Who asked who out? He asked me. 2 weeks after we met. Oh...the memories!
25. Who proposed? He did.
26. Who is more sensitive? I cry more so deos that mean me? If that is not what that means than I would say we are both the same.
27. Who has more friends? I do, only because I am better at keeping in touch with people than he is.
28. Who has more siblings? I do.
29. Who wears the pants in the family? Definitely equal.

What am I thinking?

I just sat here at my computer for 1 hour and 30 minutes and caught up on my celebrity gossip, fellow blogger's websites, headline news, and then more celebrity gossip (to make sure I didn't miss anything). My girls have been sleeping for an hour and a half and that time to me is precious! I could have had the entire house clean and completely recovered from our weekend trip....but no! I am the QUEEN of getting sidetracked! The other night, Corky and I put the girls to bed and I came downstairs to fold the laundry that was in the dryer. Do you think I did that? Nope. I sat at the computer and listened to music for 2 hours!! 2 hours and 10 minutes to be exact. The bright side is that I found some great new British artists that I will be adding to my itunes library!

Anyway, as I finish up writing this entry I hear my little Emily waking up from her nap....with Gracey most likely waking up shortly as well. My precious moments of alone time are coming to an end. I was about to write that my play time is over, but that is not entirely true. Now the play time is just beginning as I go to play with building blocks, leggos, play-doh, and baby dolls.